我不可以再这样下去了!!!!!

最近每天都失眠
而且还是很夸张那种
我也不懂为什么会酱
每天到早上才开始睡
简直就想死掉一了百了算了
反正就超累的


很辛苦
昨晚也不懂一整个晚上都有没有睡
早上六点多就起床去怡保了
超累的
早上去冲凉提神

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本来还好好的
突然在怡保的时候很想晕过去
整个人没精神
超想吐的说
整个人要死去酱

苍白到你不可以相信
黑眼圈深到比鬼还恐怖
我知道我每次头脑都想着失眠这就当然会失眠
就像一个病人想着自己会死去
自己意志力也就下跌
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所以我不可以酱
从今天开始
我要在晚上十一点之内上床睡觉
不可以再想之前酱五六点才睡去
不然我真的会疯掉

我爸妈很担心我
带我去看了医生
医生给了药丸我吃
其实我自己也知道自己不好
让家人为我担心不已
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我真的要改过自新
不可以再让你们为我担心了
我要早睡!!!!!!!!!!
谢谢爸妈你们的劝告和关心
我感激不已


但凡是都不能只能靠一张嘴
我要已实际行动来证明
今天真的很累
累到不像人样
我要休息了,再见各位
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另外的说
我已经很久很久没上课了
我不可以再懒下去了
不然我真的很废
就连今天的美容课也没去参加

可是已经付了五令吉
也就酱白白浪费了
到不如不要参加好了
我真的很白痴
真的要拜拜了,晚安大家!!!!!^^

为什么失眠总是缠上我!!!!

很生气的啊
每天都失眠
我真的是严重黑眼圈了
每天都到凌晨才勉强睡去
前天超夸张的
从晚上十一点就一直躺在床上=.=


到凌晨一二点还是睡不着!!!!!!!!!!!!!
就想说看点故事书
反正之前买的书刊现在都忘记了
重看好了
看了看

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还是睡不着!!!!!
天啊
那时已经早上四点了
我还在看故事书
还没睡得着


虽然很当下很想睡的
但是还是睡不到!!!!
好气我自己
一直想东想西的
总觉得有好多东西想T__T

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不关自己事的也想
关自己事的更是一直想个不停
变态的一个女生
时间慢慢地过
全部人早已经进入梦乡了c___c


夜深人静的时候总觉得好寂寞
突然有种冲动想下以后老了的自己
想想下突然哭了
我好怕
好怕死后的自己??!!

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虽然说人谁无死
每个人从出生那天就知道必须经过这个过程
不然怎么称得上人生
但我还是很恐惧面对这一切
不懂在那刻我会不会后悔没有好好珍惜之前的一切


那天的我会如何??!!
我好害怕=.=
害怕得越想眼泪就越忍不住掉落
我知道这是我们人类不能左右的事实
这也是铁一般的事实

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我明白哭也无法改变
就这样的我竟然到了六点还在床上思想这一切!!!!!!
早上的报纸也派来了
我就这样一整天没睡的走了出去拿早报
我爸正要出去做工^___^


爸问我:"你还没睡吗?"
我回答:"还没,一整天躺在床上睡不着"
爸叫我:"快去睡吧,别想太多"
我又答:"哦,我会的,很累现在"
过后爸去做工了

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我看了早报才在七点睡去
这就是为什么我黑眼圈如此严重的原因
没办法
说过了很多次
这就是我


我并不特别
但我有自己的思想
我讨厌别人左右我的思想>___<
甚至批评我喜欢的人或东西我也不喜欢
我想每个人也会不爽吧??!!

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我希望这就是永远不会失去自我的我
另外的说
昨晚听了经过我朋友的一些事情
我觉得很恐怖
为什么人总是在需要你的时候才来找你??!!


在不需要你的时候却对你坐视不理,视而不见
从来不曾为你打抱不平过
这就是所谓的利用=.=
还是他从不把你当曾朋友
我好矛盾

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矛盾得对这一切已经变得不知所措了
面对这一切残酷的事实
我改怎么办才好??!!
我好怕
怕得不知该怎么做. . . . . . .^.^

今天超级气的!!!!

今天真的很生气
昨晚一整天都失眠
我自己也不懂为什么老是这样子?!
没办法
我就是我

黑眼圈超级深的
可以去吓人的说
晚上看到我的人都觉得很恐怖
超苍白的
好像三天三夜没睡过酱

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话说回来
今早六点
就被我爸叫醒?!
拜托我很夜才勉强入眠捏
没办法
我爸生气了
说我很多天没上课了
这是事实
我这个星期没有一天是去上课的

我勉强起床了
然后我爸亲自载我去学校
到了学校=.=

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吓
怎么我们班一个女生都没有
我觉得很恐怖
原来没有朋友的感觉是这么痛苦的
过每一分每一秒都好寂寞
好想突然出现一个朋友T__T
你知道吗?
那种感觉好像世界末日来临酱
总觉得好空虚


没办法
果然一个人影也没出现
我绝望了
在我很生气的同时
也超想回家睡觉的
我去办公室找了老师
老师问我:"为什么不找朋友一起来?"
我答:"电话没钱了"
老师又问:"那家里电话叻?你家里没电话吗?"
我又答:"有啊....我懒惰打=.="

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这就是我
懒惰的我
连打一通电话也懒惰
那时我突然灵机一闪
马上回家?!
那时全部同学在礼堂
我却....偷偷回家=.=
不晓得死活也是我的特征^^
哇哈哈


我打电话给爸
叫他马上来接我
我来学校都不到一小时竟然吵着回家了
因为我真的忍受不住这种寂寞没人陪的感觉
不懂为什么酱好的
那个JAGA竟然让我爸驾车进来
我就这样的
悄悄的
没人晓得的
连老师也不懂我就这样得回家了=.=

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真的很气
这种感觉很不好受
但我只能怪我自己吧?!
但我上车之后还是会跟爸开战起来
我一直顶我爸爸
因为我真的很生气
整个人超累的


另外的说
要谢谢飘盈在那时候一直陪着我
很感动
你超级好人的
做你的男朋友肯定很幸福
很高兴认识你呀
还记得我上中一的时候
你就坐在我隔壁
你帮助我很多
很感谢你
谢谢你飘盈

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说点开心的吧
等下我去怡保了
哇哈
应该去JUSCO看电影
2012超期待的
今天开始上映
我想很多人都很期待欣赏这部大制作吧


世界末日真的会在2012来临吗?
我好怕
虽然这大家也不想它到来的
但...地球终有结束的时候
但........我总是很害怕那一刻的到来
我们该怎么办?
我想....我们应该活在当下
好好珍惜现在所拥有的
好好爱护地球吧各位
要知道...地球只有一个^^

Love is blind

I miss pizza hut now
eventhought it's already too night
but.. I am really hope can eat pizza hut now
but I know this is impossible
haha
just wish in Monday i can go to Ipoh for my whole days shopping
I want go to Jusco for eat my delicious pizza hut
I long time never eat before,actually


Just want to introduce my self in this post
I like to dress up myself
And i like to take photos the most
I like to have fun with my friends
I like to chat,talk, and laugh


Hello,everyone
I has not the shoutbox or the cbox
but...I also hope that all of you can give some cooment to me
I will reply all yours comments
believe me!!


This is the fourth post i has post today
because i know that i am very lazy to blog about my life
it's just say all to you now
haha
so late jorr.. still cannot sleep
I hate my eyes bag !!
hate it more
Good night all


Love me baby

My single life

Luckly I' m not a hopeless romantic
I don't believe in love at first sight or destiny or soul mates
I love bouquets of roses,boxes of chocolates
And most of all, i despise Valentine 's day

I am a single girl
but i believe true love
I 'm know that the love is not the thing just play
I 'm a girl who very serious about my love


The entire night, I couldn't sleep
I don't know why
I kept thinking and thinking
Many many thought are running though my mind,
happy ones and unhappy ones too

recently, i'm just watching TVB drama at home
It's really nice drama i have been seen before
love it more
holidays...it just bored to me
my family and i cannot go to KL for play jorr
It's really a bad news for me
but...no anymore choice for me


my father want to do surgical operations
his eyes got problems now
it's really a very bad news for me
my mother say that my dad see the all thing so blur
I actually very sad when heard about that


my dearest dad, you must recover fastly
I am so cared about you
I love you
Mother , I love you also
I cannot live without boths of you all


I'm here
Just for you

Just let it be

this post is about my holiday i think
It been a late post too..
I love tis topic
haha


let's talk about my holiday
want holiday jorr
it's really two weeks apart from now
Hmm...nothing big actually
just a bit bit more special than other ordinary days...
when holiday, i aso nohting to do
juz play online game and watching tv only


back to the topic
had a date with my dearest friends on wedmesday
wake up pretty early and prepares to go out
I look so pale
I am very simple on that day
just a shirt,short plant and slipper


hang out with friend at carmen house and elvis
we keeped taking pictures on that day
what a tired and full day uh ..
some pictures were taken on that day


I love take pictures
that is my hobby
please all the people don't criticize me
I will angry about that
If you don't love me like that
you can don;t see my pictures
but..you cannot stop me do like that
I am already damn bored about this !!!



That all for now
"smiles"
I very lazy to blogging already
because nothing to blog about and i always wrote the same thing
BORED!!



If you really love me..
please hug me tight

ALL MY pics^^

tis post all about me :)
hope all of u will like it

xiaomii is me XD

i love tis pose =)

tat purple colour clothes i love it

haha

take in my second house toilet

tat jacket i buy in IPOH PARADE

i called it "pink colour bubble"=]

the scarf my brother girlfenz buy it

i aso saw it in the SUNGAI WANG

it juz same^^

tis pic alyse help me edit da

veri love tis pic

look so nice :)

wahaha

my side view of my face

love it more>.<

its pic take in the night

haha

juz cannot sleep..so..take pic ya XD

veri love tis pic!!!

becoz so naturally

haha..juz go for tuision onli..not go 4 play^^

tat doll buy from SINGAPORE^^

my relative presented it for me

haha

my skul look ^^

WONG WOON NI is my name =D

take in my brother room

take in HUI MIN house

after tuision ya

i love swing XD

i love MI MI RABBIT

kar yong,min yee n sai mun presented it for me

thx, muackzz^^

haha

tat clothes i love

me and hui min buy the same in IPOH PARADE o(n__n)o

i love sprit out my tongue

wahaha

tat day is on X' MAS day,want go 2 IPOH x.x

haha

i veri love tis edit

edit by myself =X

today have tuision in MR,HEW there

juz do the additional maths for FROM 4

chapter 1 onli

i scored 58 marks onli

T__Twant cry jorr

haha,juz gambateh

now ,juz back from PASAR MALAM near my house

areadi buy many food eat

so delicious

the sosej i want eat now jorr

bye all ^^

I DONT ' WANT YOU TO BREAK MY HEART